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Mon, Dec. 26th, 2005, 06:51 pm
Merry Whatever...

Christmas wasn't so good, I'm afraid. In addition to my previous post, my sister ran of to who knows where and we haven't seen her in over a week. She claimed she'd be back today or yesterday. She went with this fucked up controlling abuseive bastard. This is the kinda guy who drives around with a loaded nine mil under the front seat just in case someone pisses him off. Naturally, my sister can't see his abusive nature. I just cant help but wonder if she's been hacked up into a dozen pieces and scattered across the Nevada desert for the crows. So, what the fuck?

Otherwise the holiday went half decently otherwise. The family was together and happy, mostly, with the exception of the AWOL sister.I got a really neat digital camera. Just what I wanted next to being together on x-mas. I'd better go now, before I start saying things like; If sis has come to any harm, I'll hunt that fucker to the ends of the earth. Yeah... Bye.

Sun, Jan. 1st, 2006 09:53 am (UTC)
[info]jarrardi

*hugs you tight* I'm praying for her... and you!

Tue, Jan. 24th, 2006 12:35 am (UTC)
[info]jasminebaby: hi

oh hunny i am so sorry i hope that things get better for you i miss you like hell i cried a few nights ago cos i missed you so bad and i felt so hopeless i love you my chakat that is one thing that will never change you know that right? please please dont stay away from me what ever it is we can work it out together i know we can
i love you now and forever ryan
*hugs* you love Jas

Tue, Jan. 31st, 2006 05:48 pm (UTC)
(Anonymous): a question

ryan i am so sorry for the way that somethings turn out i only want whats best for you and i really hope that part of that isnt us breaking up i love you more than i ever thought i could love someone i know that at times things get hard and it seems like you cant deal with them and thats ok i can wait it out what ever you need i am here for you i wish like hell that right now i can be there beside you you need someone there for you and to guide you and someone that can understand you i may not be good at those things but at least i can try i dont want you to hurt and nor do i want you to feel down all the time ( sorry i am not explaining this well) you dont need to doubt us at all there is a reason for everything maybe it may not seem it but there is
i know one thing is for sure though i am not gonna give up on you even if you want to on me but i wont you mean more to me than you know and i would not be able to handle losing you
i just to be here for you as much as i can
i have to go now i love you so so very much ryan

love forever and always
Jas